For me it started when i was about 11-12 years old , i used to love getting into my mums underwear drawer and touch all her lacy underwear .And till this day I love not only to touch but to wear lacy knickers and sexy underwear , it relaxes me . the feeling to dress up comes and goes, it sometimes is a very strong feeling just like today for example , i have just spent the weekend with my kids on Stradbrooke Island and I couldn’t wait to come home and get dressed, they do not know the full extent to my dressing up and for how long it’s been going on, simply because i don’t consider myself passable they may come to know about this later, .
I have one big wish , and that is to one day venture out as someone that is passable, but sadly time is against me I feel., i still need someone to teach me the tricks of the trade , as far as makeup goes
I do enjoy every moment i get to dress up.
This has been my first post , and it wansn’t as bad as i thought it would be
I might even do it again some day.
I can and I will
Jill Kogan.