{"id":2657,"date":"2018-04-13T02:40:37","date_gmt":"2018-04-13T02:40:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tgr.net.au\/wp\/forums\/discussion\/my-constant-inner-battle-wiiliam-v-elsa"},"modified":"2018-04-13T02:40:37","modified_gmt":"2018-04-13T02:40:37","slug":"my-constant-inner-battle-wiiliam-v-elsa","status":"publish","type":"topic","link":"https:\/\/tgr.net.au\/wp\/forums\/discussion\/my-constant-inner-battle-wiiliam-v-elsa","title":{"rendered":"My constant inner battle. Wiiliam v Elsa"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Hi all<\/p>\n<p>Another journal entry I would like to share.<\/p>\n<p>William had taken over the last few days and we went downhill. I could not break through until early this morning. Finally I rested back control. I had to reaffirm my femininity.<br \/>\nI am a female,<br \/>\nI embrace being female,<br \/>\nI love all things feminine.<br \/>\nI kept repeating this mantra for a few minutes after I woke up, before I got out of bed. My mood lifted immediately.<\/p>\n<p>These are critical emotions for me to understand.<\/p>\n<p>If William takes to much control and suppresses me we go into a funk and if I let that funk continue it will quickly turn into full blown depression, that blackness comes and with it the dark thoughts, we cease to live and simply exist<\/p>\n<p>It is only when I take control that we come alive again. It is only I as Elsa do we<br \/>\nbecome whole, depression lifts and my thoughts are bright and well<br \/>\nlit.<\/p>\n<p>It is only as by me being female that I live and not simply exist.<\/p>\n<p>I take great heart that when I take over and William fades we become a more complete person and I know that being female is the right path.<\/p>\n<p>Hugs Elsa<\/p>\n","protected":false},"template":"","topic-tag":[],"class_list":["post-2657","topic","type-topic","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tgr.net.au\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/topic\/2657","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tgr.net.au\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/topic"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tgr.net.au\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/topic"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/tgr.net.au\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/topic\/2657\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tgr.net.au\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2657"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"topic-tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tgr.net.au\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/topic-tag?post=2657"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}