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Who Do We Model Ourselves On
I don’t know if this is the case for any like me, but over time I’ve tried to adopt a look I felt at ease with. I still love feeling feminine but time marches on and we are not who we were 20 years ago. Strangely enough, these days I think my choice of clothes and look is similar to how my ex wife dressed. That isn’t really an issue as she was 14 years older than me when we met. Perhaps it’s why I was attracted to her in the first place (I was attracted to a mirror that I wanted to look like). Sensually she was amazing!! Saying that, I now wonder if being feminine and feeling sensual were core to our relationship and my explosion of my true self. She did open doors and explored a new world that had no boundaries. Strange how we can capture a moment in time and live it with enduring endearment.