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I agree 100% with SallyJ’s comments.

The real thing is what you feel when wearing or doing what ever it is you want to be doing.

We cross dress because we like it. Some of us transition from their born features to that which are more fitting to how they feel.

At the end of the day we decide what shoes we wear.. we make the decisions our selves. Sometimes, identifying when the decision to dress as we do was made is easy… for some of us its harder…

XXX

Bree

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Chicken winger here too.

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Wow what a question…. for me it is what Im am not,

ie, When dressed I try and dress as I would for the day or night according to the weather, event, mood Im in..

Most times Im dressed as I would in the corporate world and dress enfem appropriate to the work place Im in…

When Im meeting friends (with Benefits) its what I feel comfortable in and what heels will get me there and what heels match the outfit im wearing.

When im dressing for myself or have just purchased something more befitting the bedroom its what ever puts me in the right mood to play up a little

xxx

Bree

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Yes.

I am attracted to men who have a specific look about them.

Being bi sexual its part of the attraction for me… I like both genders and dont discriminate based on looks.

Its the person who I eventually want to get a hold of and see what they have to offer, and what we can offer each other

Great question!

XXX

Bree

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I was young.. not sure exactly how old, and I was at school watching a relief teacher fix the strap of her bra and I mimmick her.

It wasnt until an auntie came over one day and she was about 17/18… she wore a halter neck dress and had 3 inch heels on..

She went for a swim and I tried her shoes on… it was then that I realised I loved the dressing component and have been ever since. My first every paying job enabled me to buy what I wanted and when I wanted it.. that was when I was 12/13….

Wow time flies!

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Great topic..

As someone who is built like a man, played man sports and spent life in a male dominated environment, I wish for nothing more than to be a woman.

It is just how I feel. Dont know why or what triggers it, it is just me.

When dressed, I feel 75% complete. When I am with men whilst dressed I feel 80% complete.

When I was with women when dressed I was very self conscious and did not feel as though my efforts were rewarded in my presentation.

I just make do with what I am

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I was named Breanna by the first boy I kissed… still dont know why he called me that but I stuck with it

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Bree was simply the vocalised of a thought. I have vocalised something around that thought. I haven’t attacked her, I don’t even know her (although the pic is a bit cute!)

Thankyou to all who have commented on my post, I appreciate your comments and have teken them onboard.

Dont worry Ella no offence taken and thankyou for the cute comment

I really wish I was cute! Being 6 ft, 95 kgs and a ex rugby player I find it hard to get the right clothes for my body shape … I guess most of us are in the same boat.

I really wish I knew if I was meant to be male or female and I do often wonder what was supposed to be… Ive opted for…ah well, since I cant change it, I will try and live in both worlds however this isnt always as fun as I want it to be.

Case in point,

Last week I went to a major shopping centre in my fem finest only to be abused, ridiculed and spat at. Given my size and tendancy not to go down with out a fight, my blood was racing and all I could do was walk away, (better than some women too I might add in stilletos!). As I got to my car a woman came over to me and said she was sorry for the public reaction and she admired my guts. She also commented on my boots which I thought was funny..

I wish I looked like Cameron Diaz but I dont. I wish I looked like Cameron and could play rugby against the big boys as good as I do but that wont happen either!.. oh it is so difficult being male and female! HAHAHA

Ironically, the guys who didnt comment, and later one did but thats a xrated discussion not for here, all seemed very interested in looking until their parteners caught them….In my opinion I am not that good to look at yet people still do for what ever reason….

So what the heck is wrong with society when you cant be what you want to be!

Cheers

Bree

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As a rule I try not to post my comments because I am struggling with my sexuality and I feel its best dealt with within myself and then I will seek out the appropriate support…

I am very much a man, I have played pro level rugby and I have all of the male musles to show for it but I wish I wasnt. I think deep down inside I am a woman but have for one reason or another been made male.

I guess I am like everyone else who has to struggle with their sexuality and for that reason I believe we are all both… it just takes a trigger to bring the man or woman out…

I guess my trigger was seeing my Aunty’s Knee high boots… ever since I was 4 I have wanted them… best thing is I now have 4 pairs

Anyway… if there are any QLD’s local to the 4208 post code who might be able to lend an ear and advise I would appreciate your time…

As for being wierd Kiera… your not in my opinion..

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Bree